Ten Shares

The better part of me is receding 
No flags or apples in my eyes
And the better part of you is deceiving
It's got me twisted and broken down inside

That shorter description it lacks meaning
Yeah, truth tucked in between those lies
How will she handle my leaving
When i promised to remain right by her side

by her side

It's too damn far, I cannot walk
Another god forsaken city block
And it's too damn late to get a ride
For i've got no one to call tonight
And i've fallen into, a great big hole
Sprung a leak, and grew too old
To change, become a better man
I think maybe, just maybe, maybe I can

The better part of you is revealing
Holes in my tattered disguise
And the better part of me is reliving
This horrid story that is my life

Gotta pack these bags and get on going
Leave like a thief late in the night
And I hope this god, she is forgiving
For I'll need ten shares when I die

when i die

It's too damn far, I cannot walk
Another god forsaken city block
And it's too damn late to get a ride
For i've got no one to call tonight
And i've fallen into, a great big hole
Sprung a leak, and grew too old
To change, become a better man
I think maybe, just maybe, maybe I can
THE CAPTAIN

Silence Please
What's with these talking mimes?
These God damn sheep
Can't keep their dreams alive
I'm tired ya see
Wiped out from the waves
Need some peace
And some fucking space

To lay, my head down
For a change
And dye the grey
Shave my face
Then piss it off
And wash it all away,
...again.

Mission's clear
It's just that I don't give a damn
See my heart, it's broken
And I'm far from where I stand
I wanna go home
Forget this cursed place
Feel my lover's hand
In a much more sacred space

But, just wait
Maybe love, is enough
Just wait
Seems that love, it is enough
Just wait, wait
Yeah, love, is enough
Oh, I'm coming home babe
On a tidal wave
Of love, love, love
Yeah, I'm coming home baby
On a tidal wave
Of love, love, love, lovely, love
13 SHADES

justified lies
a paradox to me
got thirteen shades of comfort 
buried six feet deep 

draw the lines
‘tween what we say and mean
got so much separation now
far too much greed and poverty

oh i just want to be
just want to be 
just want to be
just wanna be me

though a compromise
sure sounds good to me
(but) how can we come to trust 
while waging wars, not seeking peace

...don't wanna be terrified 
so i unplug the feed 
going through withdrawal now
'an got some people shunning me

just want to be
just want to be 
just want to be
just wanna be me

Oh, yeah, but it’s my life
i do as i please
don’t believe this one world vision
that’s forced upon the free

so, go deep inside
use your bright mind
remember you're alive
and strive to be the light


oh, oh, oh'ah, just wanna be 
just want to be
just want to be
just want to be me

RaTtles
 

It rattles in you, it rattles in me

My projection reflection, vacate me please

There’s a tidal wave, a native man’s grave

Speaking to me, beyond illusion we'll BE

 

Riddle me this, riddle me that

Got'a frustrated boy, corporate alien brats

Like fat house cats, with kibble in bags

There's Something for me, beyond hypocrisy 

 

Blessed be me, free to be anything I dreamt to be

Seems the dream is alive, it’s awakened in time

But what is time anyway, just a way to measure space

Between you, me, he, she, but together we’ll be, we’ll be set free

 

There’s a battle in you, a battle in me

A heaven and hell, in every heart, heart beat

Awake and you’ll see, this reality’s a dream

Music is our voice, together we'll sing

 

No society, is right for star seeds

Gotta choice, two hands, together we'll dream

No gravity, can ground all our dreams

Got a notion, that a motion, is bursting our seams

 

Oh, Blessed be me, free to be anything I dreamt to be

Seems the dream is alive, it’s awakened in time

But what’s time anyway, just a way to measure space

Between you, n' me, he, she, but together we’ll be, we’ll be set free

 

Intertwined With Mine

Did you feel, just not quite right

When taught about your life

Did you seek a clearer mind

A picture painted paradise 

Only to stumble ’n stand upright 

Look straight up beyond the sky 

Burn out your eyes, from the light 

Did you come to find 

That a moment in time 

Is eternity, so willingly 

so intertwined with mine

We are the same 

We are not insane 

Not crazy nor lazy

As they claim us to be 

For we question all the things 

They keep calling reality 

 

Nah, we keep breathing, and dreaming 

Keep believing, and our hearts beating

In time…intertwined with mine…

…so intertwined with mine

 

Listen to me, as my words they do speak

A tinge of brutal honesty 

We are not born sinners 

Nor rich or in poverty 

We are born clean, no, not mean

Never hateful, or wasteful, or judging the pleas 

Of the ancient ones, who gave us the sun 

Held tight, tight, by gravity 

To this earth, to these trees

To all the warm heartfelt subtleties 

That lie, betwixt the air that we breathe

Are you still with me?

My brothers and sisters

we are the missing piece 

Of a puzzle without a muzzle 

My god, we are living saints

We are not to blame 

We are one in the same 

Not crazy, nor lazy

As they claim us to be 

For we question all the things

They keep...calling reality

 

No we keep breathing, and dreaming

Keep believing and our hearts beating 

In time with mine, so intertwined with mind

so intertwined with mine...so oh

The Plebe
 

won’t back down
tail between legs
there’s a demon on the ceiling
playing chess games
and it weighs heavy now
stealing our dreams
dousing our mouths 
with their chemical clouds

 

no, won’t back down
can ya tell me
you feelin this here fever
that’s punishing plebes
and it weighs heavy now
tearing our seams
clouding our memory
polluting our peace

 

won’t back down
can you hear me
calling to my people 
who can’t find sleep
and it weighs heavy now
this air that we breathe
soon they’ll be chargin us
breathe something clean

 

won’t back down
tail between legs
got this demon on the ceiling 
that’s frustrating me
and it weighs heavy now
but see here’s the thing
got a million other people
right behind me

iNterLude7
 

serial 
pathological 
misinterpreted
misgiven 
hide
blind
watch the ocean
tide
breath of life
between
tucked underneath
sheets
spoiled are we
but it’s okay
yeah
hey
i don’t know anymore
questions 
are the only thing
keep circle
circling around 
myyyyyyyyy head
take a breath
better off 
living
and giving
to all 
thank-full
full of mess
is, yes
what a mess
or is it though
see the window 
come 
see
beyond 
disbelief

Plastic Clouds

A man once told me, there's no truth in what we read
All the news papers, are only lies which we believe 
From an unfamiliar maker, that's certainly news to me
For I've fallen in love, fast asleep before she

A woman once told me, there's no shame in the sheets
Satin and cotton, are only there to shield me
Protect me from an unkind world, that hangs from a string
Dangling right before my eyes, a carrot I will never ever eat

Oh, ain't it a pity, this city of plastic eyes
Getting drunk as hell, off each other's lies
And ain't it a pity I'm screaming so loud
Better watch out boy, there are vultures behind them clouds

A child once told me, that nothing in this life is real
It's all in how you take it, and how you let yourself feel
If you want it badly, then you gotta make it so
So grip that wheel tight now, don't ever lose control

My soul it once told me, that I'm gonna wind up all alone
A cold and jaded man, staring naked at his phone
It's never gonna ring anymore for this I do now know
For no-one can love a man forever, if ain't got no home

Oh, ain't it a pity, this city of plastic eyes
Getting drunk as hell, off each other's lies
And ain't it a pity I'm screaming so loud
Better watch out boy, there are vultures behind them clouds

Oh, ain't it a pity, this city of plastic it still dies
Drunk as hell, off each other's lies
Oh, ain't it a pity, I'm screaming so proud
Better watch out now, those vultures are on the ground

 
DeTune

Go take a walk outside
Tell me what you see
A million blind people
Or should we call them sheep?
Programmed from fictional words
They claim to be history
Addicted to that television
Believing what they read

No, and i don't care to conform 
As they press down on me
Judging, yet claiming
They're all seeking peace
I've learned to live among and not become
Biting my tongue until it bleeds
So, will you take my hand now
And will you run away with me

Oh, i, care, not to live this life
Defined by this rat race
Guilt, hate, and spite
And ya know, i care, not to choose a side
When i don't feel, either one is right
No, no, no, no

So go get away today
Off that path, and somewhere safe
Stare at the earth a while
Let it all wash away
Cleanse your mind of the twisted words
Of school and faith
Then tell me there's not something wrong 
With what they're deeming "sane"

My final words to you
Are "please deTune"
Give it all a second look
From the corner of your room
Forget all you know,
For five minutes alone
Tell me it doesn't make sense
All this shit we've been told

Oh and, i, care, not to live this life
Defined by this rat race
Guilt, hate, and spite
And ya know, i care, not to choose a side
When i don't feel, either one is right
No, no, no, no

So my final words to you,
Is, "PLEASE deTune"
 
Crescent Ridge 

Escape the process, choke on the ashes
Left from the fire, that quenched my desire
To go astray, dodge the blame, assume no fault, then change my name
It's all a damn, crying shame,
Unless we shape-shift, and buck up
Stop drinking fear, from desires cup
Then silence this warfare, with our love, from above

We, sit on sidelines
Above the breeze
Silently, we guide
In 3D, light becomes life
Let's gift these beings 
A third eye of sight
Lift and bring
To the skyline
Beyond the time

Enjoy the progress, sift through the ashes
Do not judge, and don't give up
Free from the patterns, of past live's actions
Not serving us, only come with love
It's all a beautiful, conscious thought
Singular experience, yet so not
It's our own path, to tread and grow
Burn off the karma, of bloodline and our own
WE GOT THIS i KNOW

We, sit on sidelines
Above the breeze
Silently, we guide
In 3D, light becomes life
Let's gift these beings 
A third eye of sight
Lift and bring
To the skyline
Beyond the time